Beginning of the end

Why are things that feel so right really wrong?
Why must I hide my feelings for so long?
Why must I hide myself this way?
I guess this is the price I pay
For my loving care
I can feel your unforgiving stare
I look the other way
But that doesn't make things ok
I want to run and hide
But I can't, it hurts my pride
I cant feel it tearing up inside
It's over once again
There is just too much pain
I can't find a friend
This is the beginning of the end